Another Back to School.

When I graduated college two years ago, I thought or at least hoped that my back to school days were over.  Sigh how time changes things. I started my online classes this week, what a depressing feeling. Its been extra hard to get motivated due to having spud around. I could kick myself in the ass for dropping my classes last fall semester. Oh well, got to get on with things. I can already tell this Chemistry class is going to cause several mental breakdowns. I already had my first one, which left me talking to myself at work. My co-workers know better than to even ask. I know that there is NO option but to get through this semester. Then I can reward myself with another baby! Hah, we're crazy we know. I know years from now when I am finally in nursing school, I will be happy with the sacrifices and stress these classes are causing me. Eventually the kids will be in school and stay at home Mommy (or part time) won't be an option anymore. On the other hand they are only babies once and I am making sure he comes first! The anal retentive student has to take a back seat to the fun loving Mommy. I can see my straight A's flying out the window! Complaint department  is closed. I was really enjoying everyone's facebook pictures of their kids going back to school. Kurt informed me in three years Karson will be attending pre-school. Really? Jumping ahead, aren't we Dad. I know the day will be here before we know it.

The first day of school is supposed to be a thrilling day, not one filled with sadness and horror. I can't imagine having a child in school and having to worry about their safety. Having a kid really changes you. The old me would stay grounded and unemotional about the school shooting that happened the first day of school in Perry Hall. I know that sounds cruel, but its really a coping mechanism. You have to have one when you work in a field surrounded by death and all the depressing realities that go along with life. Fortunately, I was unaware that anything had happened for the majority of the day. My television consists of Nick Jr and the Bubble Guppies. Thank Goodness for facebook its my only link to news and the outside world around me. After hearing about the shooting all I could think about was the way those parents were feeling. Could you imagine hearing about a shooting that occurred at your child's school? I don't know about you, but as I am writing this I feel like I could puke. My blood boils with adrenaline. I also have sympathy for the shooter's parents, how on Earth would you feel knowing your child is filled with so much hatred? I look at Karson and I see all the opportunities he has (and I know we joke about him being a rockstar or a doctor) but honestly my only hope is that he is a good person, a happy person. I know its our responsibility as parents to provide him with basic needs, but I truly believe in order to foster a successful human being so much more is needed. It most definitely is the little things, listening to your child, being in tune with them, making sure you are involved in their lives. I am saying prayers for the parents of the shooter and the victim. (I just know Mr. Wasmer's Momma is one proud lady to have raised a hero!) In times like these it is easy to cast judgement and pointing fingers; how about we get to the bottom of the issue to ensure a tragedy like this never happens this close to home again. (These are my opinions and in no way meant to be offensive).

Let's wrap this up on a happy note. We found out some exciting news today in the Mundell house. I won't say anything just yet (I don't want to JINX IT). It looks like we might actually be getting something we have wanted for two years!


Oh yeah...I entered Karson into a beauty pageant (let the ridicule commence). No its not like Toddlers & Tiaras, its a natural pageant and I think he is going to charm 'em. He will be competing for the title of Mr. Glen Burnie 2012. What an honor! We have a lot of shopping to do!

His Mr. Glen Burnie Wave!

Next weekend is our first getaway without Karson. I am a bundle of emotions right now. It stills seems so far  away so I am not thinking too much about it. I have several school assignments to due before I can even think about letting loose.